[00:00.000] 作词 : 张禾禾/安邦源
[00:01.000] 作曲 : 张禾禾/安邦源
[00:02.94]编曲：李宗驰
[00:20.69]i'm changing   i'm not change
[00:23.39]我还是我自己
[00:26.05]i'm not change  i'm changing
[00:27.98]我就是我自己
[00:31.55]那些灰色的话语成为让我成长的药剂
[00:35.53]17岁的我和你想在青涩懵懂中证明
[00:41.14]yeah
[00:42.47]When i was young dumb high school kid
[00:44.36]I wish melody and pinky stars all around me
[00:46.90]Thanks god 赐予我ice cream 般的嗓音
[00:49.40]Make me dream come true 比你少些努力
[00:52.17]I think I'm pretty hoe
[00:53.85]我也不想她们男友跟在我后面
[00:57.37]I just wanna let them know
[01:00.17]你们心中偶像当时就站在我身边
[01:02.57]So那些女孩开始对我人身攻击
[01:04.46]我知道她们都是出于妒忌心理
[01:06.70]就像是无形的魔爪
[01:07.77]抓住我不能呼吸
[01:09.45]他们隐藏在屏幕后面
[01:10.73]只希望看到我坠入谷底
[01:11.95]I can't find myself
[01:12.71]在黑暗中咆哮
[01:14.30]面对世人的评断就像是被推入大牢
[01:16.89]（Yeah I need酒精帮我脱离这里
[01:20.77]在槐梦中让我找到自己）
[01:23.01]i'm changing   i'm not change
[01:25.30]我还是我自己
[01:27.90]i'm not change  i'm changing
[01:29.69]我就是我自己
[01:33.47]那些灰色的话语成为让我成长的药剂
[01:38.61]17岁的我和你想在青涩懵懂中证明
[01:43.57]男：
[01:43.87]They always tell me that nobody can control my mind
[01:46.48]And I'm ready for these sXXt
[01:47.19]Don't fXXk with me that's suicide
[01:47.96]Tell my enemy mother fXXk in do or die
[01:50.51]Burning all my haters 抢走他们的家当
[01:52.85]I can't even die
[01:53.46]Ah……
[02:10.10]In my black dream
[02:11.33]有个女孩向我走来
[02:13.98]She above the moon
[02:16.89]带我逃离幽曖
[02:19.34]She feels like a angel
[02:21.23]毒泷恶雾的黑夜抵挡不住旋律炙热的光芒
[02:24.09]当上帝赐予了人们那最纯真的双眸
[02:26.59]I promise to you
[02:27.46]我会一直站在台上
[02:29.04]i'm changing   i'm not change
[02:32.40]我还是我自己
[02:35.00]i'm not change  i'm changing
[02:36.94]我就是我自己
[02:40.56]那些灰色的话语成为让我成长的药剂
[02:45.67]17岁的我和你想在青涩懵懂中证明
[02:50.52]i'm changing   i'm not change
[02:53.18]我还是我自己
[02:55.67]i'm not change  i'm changing
[02:57.51]我就是我自己
[03:01.19]那些灰色的话语成为让我成长的药剂
[03:05.17]17岁的我和你想在青涩懵懂中证明
[03:21.57]制作人：郑来君
[03:22.57]执行制作人：王晓艳
[03:23.50]配唱制作人：王晓艳
[03:24.55]和声：张秭禾
[03:25.55]录音：蔡丰远@行人录音棚
[03:26.54]混音/母带：曹飞@行人录音棚
[03:27.50]音乐统筹：李婷