[00:00.000] 作词 : 持心Yrros
[00:01.000] 作曲 : 持心Yrros
[00:10.199]编曲：持心Yrros
[00:15.191]混音：持心Yrros
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[00:19.939]我生性自卑 总是在为别人考虑
[00:22.446]顾全他人的感受就总会委屈自己
[00:24.943]可委屈受多了就不觉得是委屈
[00:27.438]习惯了把心搭上锁头保密
[00:29.947]不会哭着要糖吃所以总是被遗忘
[00:32.442]不是我不懂拒绝而是不想让任何人失望
[00:34.939]我甚至想满足所有人 让我足够讨喜
[00:37.945]直到我攒满失望 一次又一次逃避
[00:40.200]在我小时候就学会看别人的脸色
[00:42.693]就明白怎样做在他们心里才是对的
[00:45.188]我那时认为只有他们开心为我竖起大拇指时我做的一切才是对的
[00:49.938]我必须一直保持积极 看起来很积极
[00:52.193]用不完的力气 可笑容后是伤口遍布
[00:55.443]我没有诉说难过和悲伤的权力
[00:58.191]因为那样只会让我被更加的厌恶
[01:00.446]IM D YA
[01:00.944]
[01:01.443]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[01:03.695]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[01:06.191]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[01:08.698]MAYBE
[01:09.943]MAYBE
[01:11.440]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[01:13.694]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[01:16.444]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[01:18.940]MAYBE
[01:19.939]MAYBE
[01:20.691]
[01:20.950]因为不想 把那些不好 强加给别人
[01:23.698]所以我大多数时候在不断责备我自己
[01:25.941]我总把自我价值与他们的心情挂钩
[01:28.448]认为只有他们快乐我的存在才有意义
[01:31.191]在治理 不好的情绪前我如此卑微
[01:33.441]对不起我不想成为谁的累赘
[01:35.949]自我背叛的罪恶感加深
[01:37.688]如果我一把抱住你对不起我已无力承受我的心已支离破碎
[01:41.698]但是没关系 这都没关系
[01:43.695]必须只有我一个人黑暗
[01:46.198]我还指望一丝幸福 能为我停住
[01:48.940]但我再不敢指望谁能在我身边陪伴
[01:51.191]可我连幸福都会害怕
[01:53.192]受宠若惊 像身无分文的乞丐住进高楼
[01:56.441]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[01:58.949]我在不断委屈自己 满足他人的要求
[02:01.698]
[02:01.944]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[02:04.697]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[02:07.194]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[02:09.698]MAYBE
[02:10.699]MAYBE
[02:12.440]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[02:14.693]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[02:17.189]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[02:19.940]MAYBE
[02:20.949]MAYBE
[02:21.694]
[02:21.948]为了他们的规划 我摔碎了
[02:23.944]我的梦 每一次
[02:25.700]都在泪眼婆娑的梦里惊醒
[02:27.439]眼泪是没作用的
[02:28.691]热闹是他们的
[02:29.448]我只有强烈期待后失望的泡影
[02:31.943]拿深黑色记号笔
[02:33.441]在脸上画好微笑
[02:34.698]避免在人前显露我的委屈
[02:37.193]我越来越懂事
[02:38.446]越来越学会控制
[02:39.445]可我的状态却越来越萎靡
[02:42.197]我被自己过度保护 少数的时光 能感到快乐
[02:45.446]所以对不起我真的不想笑
[02:47.942]交流时我努力让语气婉转 简短
[02:50.696]可幸福太昂贵了根本得不到
[02:52.692]明知道是道德绑架
[02:54.198]加害者说的谎话
[02:55.442]可内心已无力挣脱
[02:57.639]我被不成文的规矩批判
[02:59.136]戴上枷锁和脚镣
[03:00.381]在那时候我就已经
[03:02.136]U KNOW WHAT IM SAYING.